{"id":5589,"date":"2016-02-20T00:10:56","date_gmt":"2016-02-20T06:10:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/?p=5589"},"modified":"2016-04-12T18:45:36","modified_gmt":"2016-04-13T00:45:36","slug":"the-hip-chronicles","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/2016\/02\/20\/the-hip-chronicles\/","title":{"rendered":"The Hip Chronicles"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sometime around January 18th, I remember thinking&#8230; hmmm, my hip feels a little cranky after today&#8217;s run.\u00a0 I should keep an eye on that.\u00a0 Today is February 19th, and we&#8217;re just starting to see the light.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb2-2.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-5555\" src=\"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb2-2.jpg\" alt=\"Feb2-2\" width=\"595\" height=\"594\" srcset=\"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb2-2.jpg 595w, http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb2-2-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb2-2-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 595px) 100vw, 595px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>Which means I&#8217;ve had to do more of this than I&#8217;d like.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Things I&#8217;ve done since then:<\/p>\n<p>Week 1: attempted to ignore it and still continue to run every day, but much lower mileage and easy pace.\u00a0 It was still very minor and I figured it would go away quickly.<\/p>\n<p>End of week 1: race a half marathon and be completely and totally exhausted after&#8230; hip was a little cranky to start the race but felt ok during and after&#8230; til the next morning.<\/p>\n<p>Week 2: Took the week COMPLETELY off running, just 5 hours of biking and swimming (clocking my longest swim evar with 7300-ish meters, woo!).\u00a0 Saw the chiropractor and she affirmed my decision to give it a rest for this week.\u00a0 I felt good about being conservative with my hip and by Sunday, it felt pretty healed.<\/p>\n<p>Week 3: Decided to move to the 3-day per week training run program.\u00a0 Hip slightly cranky to start each run but feels alright during and after &#8211; I complete an easy 4 miler, a life-affirming 4 mile tempo with 1 mile warmup\/cooldown, and a darn decent 18 miler, as well as some cross training.\u00a0 Felt like things were getting back to normal.<\/p>\n<p>Week 4: Hip doesn&#8217;t feel great to start this week.\u00a0 I made it through the run on Monday and still by Thursday my hip hates me.\u00a0 I see the chiropractor and she pokes and prods it again and says nothing serious is wrong, it&#8217;s core instability and this is the weird way it&#8217;s manifesting.\u00a0 At first I find it hard to believe, but then I realize a) how many times I&#8217;ve put &#8220;do the dozen&#8221; on my weekly list and failed and b) biking outdoors and swimming both help core and I&#8217;ve not done much of either since October.<\/p>\n<p>The prognosis is: no more than 5 miles at a time every other day, and core work every other day for 10 days before I try a long run.<\/p>\n<p>This week, week 5, it&#8217;s Friday.\u00a0 I&#8217;m now 4 weeks and 5 days from the first twinge and I STILL had to cut a run short yesterday morning. The good news is that I&#8217;m re-evaluating everything in my life and sorting it into two categories &#8211; is it good for the hip or bad for the hip?\u00a0 I&#8217;m making changes to the way I sit at work, at home, sleep, and I&#8217;m being thorough about warmup, icing, stretching, and rolling.\u00a0 Totally things I should be doing anyway but it being at the forefront of my mind will hopefully help me not slack on this stuff again.\u00a0 Just finally today I&#8217;m feeling the fruits of my labor here.<\/p>\n<p>The bad news is that in the last 4 weeks I&#8217;ve had miserably low running miles and things have gone from meh to bad to ok to worse to hopefully improving but not great yet.\u00a0 To be fair, until about a week ago, we were just playing the wait and hope it will go away game, but it&#8217;s definitely not encouraging to have babied it this much and still be having issues.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve ran 7 times in the last month.\u00a0 That&#8217;s not much for marathon training season.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb9-2.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-5570\" src=\"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb9-2.jpg\" alt=\"Feb9-2\" width=\"575\" height=\"578\" srcset=\"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb9-2.jpg 575w, http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb9-2-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Feb9-2-298x300.jpg 298w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 575px) 100vw, 575px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>My big run this block, and the last time I was really, like, *smiles*<\/em><\/p>\n<p>So, I&#8217;m kind of irrationally terrified and my brain goes stupid places when that happens.<\/p>\n<p>Terrified that since a medical professional said nothing is really wrong, that I shouldn&#8217;t just be pushing through this and training normally.\u00a0 If it might not be healed by the marathon, I might as well be better trained, right?<\/p>\n<p>Terrified that maybe something is really wrong and even running a few times a week is doing bad things.\u00a0 I really want to do this marathon, but not at the cost of being laid up for months.<\/p>\n<p>Terrified that on so little training, even if I am feeling healthy March 5th, it&#8217;s a bad idea to run this race.<\/p>\n<p>Terrified that somehow I subconsciously wanted to get injured so this race has an asterisk (excuse for not doing well).\u00a0 &#8220;Well, I didn&#8217;t PR but I&#8217;m just happy I was able to run with my hip.&#8221;\u00a0 That kind of shit.<\/p>\n<p>Terrified that being physically weak will make me mentally weak during the race.<\/p>\n<p>It just boils down to being terrified I&#8217;ve done the wrong things and am going to do the wrong things.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t change anything about what I&#8217;ve done.\u00a0 Maybe if I would have cut the streak a week early and stayed off of it the week before the half marathon?\u00a0 Maybe if I wouldn&#8217;t have raced so hard?\u00a0 Maybe if I would have made strength work a priority?\u00a0 Maybe if I hadn&#8217;t gained weight?\u00a0 Can&#8217;t do a damn thing about any of those things now.<\/p>\n<p>What I can do is wake up every morning and decide to make the best decisions I can with the information I have.\u00a0 Yesterday&#8217;s workout call was to run easy and short and bike and stretch and roll instead of a 5 mile tempo.\u00a0 So far, that call seems to be a good one considering how things are feeling today.<\/p>\n<p>Today&#8217;s work call was to take a lot of walks and try not to stay at my desk for too long without a break and for the love of all that&#8217;s dear and fluffy, sit like a normal human being in a chair.\u00a0 Today&#8217;s sleeping call is to try to do whatever the heck I did for the last two nights, because I woke up without pain (legs curled up instead of one sprawled, I think).<\/p>\n<p>Also, while I still can be terrified, I&#8217;m trying to keep in my head advice I gave to someone else yesterday: the body doesn&#8217;t forget that easily.\u00a0 I&#8217;m not laid up flat on my back.\u00a0 I&#8217;m still running some miles, and running them pretty fast.\u00a0 Over the last 4 months I&#8217;ve put together some nice weeks of training.\u00a0 I just have to take this one home a bit more conservatively than I would like.<\/p>\n<p>The other awesome thing is that I care.\u00a0 I&#8217;m pissed I&#8217;m not running.\u00a0 In November, I may have just been tempted to just say fuck it and walk away.\u00a0 I do actually want to start this race.\u00a0 I would like my 6th shot at a marathon PR.\u00a0 I care about getting to that finish line and getting my stupid medal and t-shirt and all that jazz.\u00a0 That&#8217;s something.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div 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