{"id":11890,"date":"2019-09-22T19:49:19","date_gmt":"2019-09-23T01:49:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/?p=11890"},"modified":"2019-09-22T19:49:26","modified_gmt":"2019-09-23T01:49:26","slug":"ring-the-bells-that-still-will-ring","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/2019\/09\/22\/ring-the-bells-that-still-will-ring\/","title":{"rendered":"Ring the bells that still will ring"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Alrighty folks, it&#8217;s race week.  It&#8217;s been both a lifetime and a wink since I started this training cycle, but whatever has transpired in the last few months, here it is!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"760\" height=\"849\" src=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-01.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11892\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-01.jpg 760w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-01-269x300.jpg 269w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 760px) 100vw, 760px\" \/><figcaption>70.3 training, conquered.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s been over a month since I&#8217;ve penned anything in this space, fiction is simply holding my interest a little more than status reports, but I would be remiss to completely abandon a training log.  So, let&#8217;s catch up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In my <a aria-label=\"last post (opens in a new tab)\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/2019\/08\/21\/11875\/\" target=\"_blank\">last post<\/a>, I was incredibly proud of how my brain quieted down a bit and training felt fantastically familiar.  I was practically at my typical maximum training distances already and feeling confident.  Then, I had some rough days at work and things went a little sideways with the training schedule.  I took an extra day off the week of August 20th, and my long training that weekend took an unfortunate turn &#8211; I had a pretty great bike but took a digger at mile 2 of my run and bruised the heck out of my knee and elbow.  While I could tell I had no permanent injury from the tumble, my body reminded me each step of what had transpired.  I also felt weirdly dehydrated, had to take lot of breaks to drink, putting down almost a full bottle per mile.  I had to cut it short due to both time and bodily conditions, clocking 9 miles instead of 11.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I took the next week almost completely off.  It was supposed to be a rest week, but I had a little more planned than a one hour run Thursday and a long workout Saturday.  I fared much better on that one, though.  My bike was a wee bit under race power, but I had a much more successful run, finishing out my 2 hours at 11.56 miles in much hotter conditions.  I&#8217;d be more than thrilled with this pace at the race.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>September 2nd kicked off my last peak week.  I hit every workout planned, for 10.5 hours total.  I hit two long back to back swims.  I ran a speedy almost-half marathon, clocking 2 hours and 5 minutes exactly for 12.5 miles (about 10 min\/mile pace).  Then, while I had flagging motivation to start the session, once I got going, I absolutely crushed my long day &#8211; 57 miles with a faster pace and higher power output for the distance than ever before, and a 6 mile run conquering the noonday heat in feels like 105 degrees.  It was confidence-building and great problem solving practice should the race be this sweltering (though please no!!!).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"866\" height=\"864\" src=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-04.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11895\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-04.jpg 866w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-04-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-04-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-04-768x766.jpg 768w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-04-50x50.jpg 50w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-04-88x88.jpg 88w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 866px) 100vw, 866px\" \/><figcaption>Labor day bike and run play time.  Every Monday should be like this&#8230;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Two weeks ago, I had a resurgence of work stuff going on, so I missed a few sessions.  It was taper, I completed the big stuff, I wasn&#8217;t too concerned.  Unfortunately, I ended up having to cut my long workout a bit short as well, which caused me a little consternation.  The hour bike went fantastically, easily holding race power, but I got out on the run really late, it was really hot, I wasn&#8217;t feeling 100%.  I pushed through whininess and uncomfortable feelings, but when I started getting goosebumps and feeling dizzy, I called the run at 90 minutes instead of 2 hours.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Last week started with the same chaos, but thankfully my workout plans were simply to do something for between 30-60 minutes most days this week, and the only non-negotiable was a race distance, race pace swim.  I had a pretty fantastic brick, clocking 3 miles around sprint distance pace off race power (I&#8217;ve slowed a little as it was 9:12\/mile instead of in the 8s but DANG IT&#8217;S HOT, I&#8217;m going with that as my excuse) and that swim yesterday, clearing race distance in just under 41 minutes.  My PR is just over 40, and I&#8217;m nowhere near as trained as I was at that time (and also the water was at least 10 degrees hotter), so the final piece fell into place with that workout.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve probably clocked less midweek miles than typical, especially some of those work-crazy weeks, but in recollect, I&#8217;ve never climbed to race distances so quickly in the training cycle with such ease, and I&#8217;ve never completed so many long runs, especially off the bike.  Holding race power (140-150 watts) feels natural both indoors and out (though outside is always easier).  I&#8217;ve spent plenty of time in the heat, and I&#8217;m as acclimated as I could possibly be.  I didn&#8217;t swim that much this cycle but I did put up four 2k+ swims, three of those in open water.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I do believe I&#8217;m ready to race in seven days.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m going to refrain from laying out my entire strategy from Saturday morning until the finish line since we&#8217;ve done this many, many times and I don&#8217;t plan to fix what isn&#8217;t broken, but let&#8217;s talk a bit about the swim\/bike\/run plan even if we&#8217;ve heard this all before a million times.  It&#8217;s a good reminder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"865\" height=\"860\" src=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-02.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11893\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-02.jpg 865w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-02-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-02-300x298.jpg 300w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-02-768x764.jpg 768w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-02-50x50.jpg 50w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-02-88x88.jpg 88w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 865px) 100vw, 865px\" \/><figcaption>If you&#8217;re going to ask about #projectraceweight, see my answer in the bottom left.  I&#8217;ll get back to that after the race&#8230;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Swim:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If it&#8217;s legal, even by 0.1 degrees, I&#8217;ll wear my wetsuit.  It helped a lot yesterday.  Either way, my goal is to not get caught up in the craziness and to swim like it&#8217;s a warmup.  If it takes an extra minute or two, that&#8217;s fine.  I&#8217;ll make up that time before I hit a few miles in on the bike if I feel warmed up and refreshed instead of gassed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;d love to see under 40 minutes, but only if it&#8217;s at the proper effort.  I&#8217;m guessing closer to 40-42 if all goes well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bike:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Give myself some time to warm up, but by the bottom of the first lap (around mile 13 I believe), I should be at race power and maintain it the rest of the ride UNLESS it feels particularly awful and like I&#8217;m trashing my race to do so.  That means pushing downhills as well as uphills, and passing aggressively as needed.  Gel as quickly as I can stomach one, and then every 45 minutes after for the entirety of the race.  One bottle of electrolytes every bottle stop.  Depending on the weather, I may take 1-2 salt pills per hour for the remainder of the race as well, and I&#8217;ll have 303 muscle relaxers on hand in case I need them.  Though I&#8217;ve been blessedly pain free most training days, I know ish can go sideways during a six hour race.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I really really really want to see a sub-3 hour split here, finally.  I rode 3:01 in practice in what I expect were more difficult conditions than the race, so if all goes well, I&#8217;m gunning for 2:59:59 or bust!  Well, as long as it&#8217;s not going to tank my run.  Again, I&#8217;ll sacrifice a few minutes to feel fresher if I need.  Though I do covet a bike PR, you place in the race with your overall time, not your bike split, much as I try to will that change into existence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"860\" height=\"860\" src=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-03.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11894\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-03.jpg 860w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-03-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-03-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-03-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-03-50x50.jpg 50w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Sept22-03-88x88.jpg 88w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 860px) 100vw, 860px\" \/><figcaption>Guys, this is really fast for me in feels like 90s&#8230;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Run:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is always my wildcard.  I can peg my swim and bike times within a few minutes maximum.  I know I have a ~2:10 run in me right now if I can keep my cool, literally (core temperature) and figuratively (quieting the arsehole voice in my brain telling me it&#8217;s okay to stop and walk).  I&#8217;ve also had over 3 hour run split days when everything falls apart.  So, the goal is not to do that.  Keep it together, woman!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Every long run has me pegged to finish between about 2:10-2:20.  I know this is within my reach if I can simply keep myself from walking.  If that means taking an extra few seconds to shove ice in my kit and pound three cups of electrolytes every aid station, I&#8217;ve proven to myself that it&#8217;s worth it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Transitions:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Are lava.  Get in, get out, get on with your life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Overall:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve definitely in a different place than I&#8217;ve been with racing as of late.  I&#8217;ve not had the mental gymnastics of <a aria-label=\"last year's race (opens in a new tab)\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/2018\/09\/12\/just-watch-me-try\/\" target=\"_blank\">last year&#8217;s race prep<\/a>.  There was something in me that so badly needed to prove my competency by having a stellar race.  I felt an inkling of self worth for the first time, and I was grasping it so tightly it could barely breathe.  A year removed, I have more faith and confidence in the fact that in many facets of life, I am putting forth a lot of effort and kicking some ass on the daily.  While I really do quite want to showcase my true potential next Sunday, I don&#8217;t feel like the entirety of my ego is on the line.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t know that there&#8217;s any way I could want a PR more than I did at Cozumel without my heart actually exploding, so I&#8217;ll say I&#8217;ve got a little less hunger, but in reality, it may be the same level, just in a different fashion.  It feels quieter, it feels calmer, but that fire in my belly is super totally there.  I am a little behind on race visualization, I&#8217;ve been distracting myself to get through sessions, this week I will concentrate on being wholly inside myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"660\" height=\"886\" src=\"http:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Oct9-8-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-8426\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Oct9-8-1.jpg 660w, https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Oct9-8-1-223x300.jpg 223w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 660px) 100vw, 660px\" \/><figcaption>This one last year was a freaking warrior.  I can only hope to do the same this year and make past me proud!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve been listening to Leonard Cohen &#8211; Anthem a lot this cycle.  It&#8217;s got the famous quote, yeah, the one with the crack and the light, but I believe it&#8217;s the first part of the lyric spoke to me more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ring the bells (ring the bells) that still can ring<br>Forget your perfect offering<br>There is a crack in everything (there is a crack in everything)<br>That&#8217;s how the light gets in<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There will be a point in which the race will stop feeling good and nice and fun.  It might be two seconds into the swim, or perhaps I&#8217;ll have a banner day and it won&#8217;t arrive until the second hour of the run.  That&#8217;s the point in which I need to forget perfection, and ring those dang bells that still will ring.  Whatever cylinders I have at the time, I will be running on all of them, whatever that looks like on September 29th.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And if that looks like a unicorn day clocking sub-6 hours, a solid day putting up a PR (sub 6:28), or a day full of challenges where getting to the finish at all is a mountain in and of itself, I&#8217;ll be content as long as I don&#8217;t lose my fight.<\/p>\n<div data-counters='1' data-style='square' data-size='regular' data-url='https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/2019\/09\/22\/ring-the-bells-that-still-will-ring\/' data-title='Ring the bells that still will ring' class='linksalpha_container linksalpha_app_3'><a href='\/\/www.linksalpha.com\/share?network='facebook' class='linksalpha_icon_facebook'><\/a><a href='\/\/www.linksalpha.com\/share?network='twitter' class='linksalpha_icon_twitter'><\/a><a href='\/\/www.linksalpha.com\/share?network='googleplus' class='linksalpha_icon_googleplus'><\/a><a href='\/\/www.linksalpha.com\/share?network='mail' class='linksalpha_icon_mail'><\/a><\/div><div data-position='' data-url='https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/2019\/09\/22\/ring-the-bells-that-still-will-ring\/' data-title='Ring the bells that still will ring' class='linksalpha_container linksalpha_app_7'><a href='\/\/www.linksalpha.com\/share?network='facebook' class='linksalpha_icon_facebook'><\/a><a href='\/\/www.linksalpha.com\/share?network='twitter' class='linksalpha_icon_twitter'><\/a><a href='\/\/www.linksalpha.com\/share?network='googleplus' class='linksalpha_icon_googleplus'><\/a><a href='\/\/www.linksalpha.com\/share?network='mail' class='linksalpha_icon_mail'><\/a><\/div><div class=\"fcbkbttn_buttons_block\" id=\"fcbkbttn_left\"><div class=\"fcbkbttn_like \"><fb:like href=\"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/2019\/09\/22\/ring-the-bells-that-still-will-ring\/\" action=\"like\" colorscheme=\"light\" layout=\"standard\" show-faces='false' width=\"225px\" size=\"small\"><\/fb:like><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Alrighty folks, it&#8217;s race week. It&#8217;s been both a lifetime and a wink since I started this training cycle, but whatever has transpired in the last few months, here it is! It&#8217;s been over a month since I&#8217;ve penned anything in this space, fiction is simply holding my interest a little more than status reports, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paUhDu-35M","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11890"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11890"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11890\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11900,"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11890\/revisions\/11900"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11890"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11890"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adjustedreality.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11890"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}