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<\/p>\nLet it not be said that I am unhappy with my station in life.\u00a0 I’m not rich, but I am comfortable.\u00a0 I don’t quite make enough to be the sole breadwinner in the household – but with a smaller mortgage (aka NOT buying a 4 bedroom house in the exact neighborhood we wanted) and less of a car payment (hello, hybrid luxury car), I could probably make a stab at it.\u00a0 I have the possibility and experience in the next few years to get a title and salary bump that makes sense (taking the Associate out of my title, or as I like to say – removing the Ass from my Prod), and frankly, which I think I deserve with the time I’ve put in.<\/p>\n
However, I’m seeing game studios collapse around me left and right.\u00a0 We are actually doing really freaking well in the midst of the chaos, but a year from now… who knows?\u00a0 It’s really hit me lately that beyond project management and game design, I have very few marketable skills.\u00a0 What happens if the well dries up here in Austin and moves on, and I don’t want to move on with it?\u00a0 I love living here.\u00a0 It is PERFECT for me.\u00a0 Cost of living affords me a mortgage and not a rent check each month, unlike other hot spots like So Cal.\u00a0 The weather here really jives with me.\u00a0 I don’t think I could do somewhere rainy like Seattle or cold like the Boston area.\u00a0 I feel at home here like I never have in a place before – the people are quirky and awesome and friendly, it’s not weird to be active, and there is always cool stuff going on and it’s not like you have to be a cool kid to know about it.<\/p>\n
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So what’s a gal to do?\u00a0 I’ve been thinking about this for a while.\u00a0 If I want to stay here, what is my backup plan?\u00a0 It’s entirely possible I’m worried about nothing but… I always am thinking, “what’s next”.\u00a0 Some people’s jobs make sense as a freelancer\/online.\u00a0 Outsourced art and programming (to a lesser extent) is common in the games industry – design and production aren’t and those are my specialties.\u00a0 While I enjoy project management for a fun industry like gaming, I have my doubts about moving into something more mundane like software development or a pants factory or whatnot.\u00a0 If I’m not having fun, it will not work for me.\u00a0 Whatever I spend 40 hours or more doing has to at least make me feel proud\/interested in the product.\u00a0 So… what else am I interested in to the point where I could envision myself doing them full time?<\/p>\n
Writing.\u00a0 If I could make a living doing it, I would LOVE to write full time.\u00a0 I wasn’t sure if I could write on a schedule but coming up with something 3-4 times per week for the last year and some change (minus a couple weeks of crazy) has proven to me that I can indeed be self motivated and produce semi-coherent diatribe on topics that interest me.\u00a0 The next step for me gaining confidence here is plunging into NaNoWriMo.\u00a0 If I can get at least a crappy novel under my belt, I can evaluate whether I could consider doing this for a living.\u00a0 I feel the same way about it as I do a marathon.\u00a0 I just want to go the distance at least once to see if it’s for me.<\/p>\n
Film\/TV production.\u00a0 I think it would be a natural step, and Austin is becoming a mini-Hollywood as of late.\u00a0 It’s always something I’ve been interested in and I’m starting to have the contacts to at least consider the move.\u00a0 But it would probably be more of the same (crazy hours, stress, waiting around for things to happen, etc).<\/p>\n
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Then Zliten went and got me thinking last night… he was talking about doing the 30 minute workout circuit at Planet Fitness and then was trying to get out of it by saying he just wanted to come home.\u00a0 I made him a circuit that was just evil enough but not too crazy evil and he swore at me when he finished but looked like he had gotten a good workout.\u00a0 I’m always trying to tweak my workouts and food intake\/ratios\/etc.\u00a0 I’m horribly interested in what other people eat.\u00a0 I always feel like if I knew more, I’d be more successful at maneuvering through this healthy living thing, and I’ve pretty much exhausted the internet.\u00a0 Sure, occasionally, I happen upon something new, but usually, I find myself going – “Duh.\u00a0 Thanks captain obvious.”\u00a0 And then realize that to 99.9% of the world is not as bored as I<\/span> has not had the time, attention, nor want for looking this up.\u00a0 As I have.\u00a0 And I want more.<\/p>\n I find myself now tentatively pondering about thinking about perhaps sticking my toe into the waters of academia again.\u00a0 Previously I’ve been very anti-school because my thesis ruined school for me and I’ve said for the greater part of a decade I was done with it forever.\u00a0 Maybe not.\u00a0 I also said I’d never wear bell bottoms and I rocked them yesterday.<\/p>\n The idea of going back to school at age 30, with a full time job, with other extra curricular pursuits (hi 2 u training for a marathon) is pretty damn daunting.\u00a0 The starting salaries of either a dietitian or a personal trainer don’t look promising.\u00a0 I would be taking a pay cut fo’ sho unless somehow my management skillz could get me into a supervisory job.\u00a0 The idea of actually having to recruit clients seems daunting as well.\u00a0 It’s most likely that this is NOT the job for me.<\/p>\n But the idea of something that could possibly done online or freelance sounds awesome.\u00a0 It frustrates me to no end having to show up for work some days when I don’t have a full day of work to do, and just sit here and wait because we are required to at least put in our 8 hours.\u00a0 And it’s possible that there may be a time in my life where a full time 40 hour a week job is not a viable option.\u00a0 I’ve done the traditional “go to work, do my time, get a paycheck, and go home” thing all my life.\u00a0 I’d at least like to see how the other half lives before I run screaming back into a position of stability, comfort, and regularity.<\/p>\n I think the first step (after I’m done with NaNoWriMo, of course, I’m already hearing the, “are you done writing YET?\u00a0 There are THINGS to DO…” voices from the peanut gallery) is to maybe check out some coursework books on nutrition and training.\u00a0 Give them a read.\u00a0 See if it’s anything I want to learn about.\u00a0 Go from there.\u00a0 The local U has degree programs in just about anything nutrition\/fitness\/exercise\/training\/etc I want to pursue so I’ve got that going for me.<\/p>\n I always thought I was going to keep climbing my way up.\u00a0 First take over a game.\u00a0 Then take over a department.\u00a0 Then – who knew, maybe run my own company some day.\u00a0 Now, it’s entirely possible I might get bitten by the draw of being an exec again, but I’m toying with the idea that maybe the ladder isn’t where I’ll be the happiest.\u00a0 Maybe it is.\u00a0 I just don’t know anymore.\u00a0 I’m sure this is just me being a little unenthused with my current task at work and day dreaming.\u00a0 But maybe it’s more than that.<\/p>\n I know some of you out there at least do\/have done side jobs writing, training, maybe there’s even a dietician or someone that’s worked with film\/tv\/broadcast stuff out there.\u00a0 Talk to me.\u00a0 Did you leave your cushy corporate job for it?\u00a0 Did you regret it at all?\u00a0 Is there any way in hell to make a decent salary at it (think mid to upper 5 figures +)?\u00a0 How was the schooling?\u00a0 Did you go for a degree or certifications?\u00a0 What did you exactly do when you became gainfully employed?\u00a0 What did you love and hate about it?\u00a0 If not – what is your dream job?\u00a0 What steps are you taking to get there?\u00a0 How did you know what you were doing was right for you?<\/p>\n Don’t worry – I’ll get back to my regularly scheduled bitchfest in no time about the scale not budging and screwing up over the weekend and how Jillian can go eat a… um… carrot for the torture she hath brought upon us in Level 3.<\/p>\n![\"\"](\"http:\/\/www.marcofolio.net\/images\/stories\/fun\/imagedump\/demotivational_posters\/exercise.jpg\")
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