Just wanted to give a quick update, as now that I’ve spewed the vile stuff out, I feel purged of it. I’ve been in a much better mood today. It might also be that I’m finally wearing the skinny jeans that haven’t fit since vacation and the scale put my back into the 153’s, but whatevs. I’ll take it any way I can get it.
4-day work (out) weeks. I had much success doing them. Those 4 days were hell on wheels and I spent literally 2 hours from changing into and out of my gym clothes, but I did see some decent progress. Zliten was kind enough to remind me of that. While I am enjoying the 30 mins here, 20 mins there I’ve been doing (and it certainly added up to just as much if not more than I was doing in my 4 day plan), maybe my body likes the marathon sessions and more rest days. Something to ponder if I’m still not seeing results, though that goes out the window as soon as half training starts.
Stress. I like to discount it, because while I love plans and schedules and lists, I also am usually pretty low on the stress-0-meter. Whatever happens at work, usually stays at work. My home life is awesome sauce. But since the three pronged attack on my psyche came into focus, dust has been kicked up around here and I guess I am feeling a little more tense than normal. I find occasionally I can’t go back to sleep and sit up thinking about shit. Which is very, very not normal for me, especially since I started running. Running = sleep like a baby all night. So once Zliten is back to work and the wedding is done, things will calm down to about normal and I can relax.
Stability. I was an idiot and starved my way through my half training, at least I think. Zliten thinks I am also eating now more than I did then (except a heavy meal once or twice a week before long runs) and I am running 6 miles a week to my 25 then. My body is probably trying to figure out what the heck is going on and is just getting readjusted to having enough food.
I am going to take my skinny jeans wearing, mood-swinging, stressball ass to the bridal shop for my dress fitting now. Ciao, bellas. More later.