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Monday, Day 8, 3 Days to Vegas

On September 28, 2009

OMG, it’s all happening. I’m just so ready to be on the plane and have everything, for the most part, out of my hands and done. Only 3 more days of work left.

Project: Unfluffy Bride

Well, you can’t eat (or at least I can’t eat) 1200-1300 calories all the time. That’s ok. I don’t think that’s really good for one’s well being anyway. Thursday, the stress of the week got to me and I had some cocktails on the patio. Friday night, I had this INSATIABLE craving for pizza, and between dinner and breakfast/lunch on Saturday, Zliten and I polished off a medium (which is, IMO, extremely responsible pizza eating). There may have been some baked chicken wings too, but I’m not telling.

Then Saturday night was our friend’s son’s birthday dinner – and their mom (an awesome gourmet chef) was cooking. She’s only in town a few times a year, and you just don’t refuse it. It is buttery, salty love. We headed over and there was homemade appetizer “pizza” (dough brushed with olive oil and garlic, cheese, and the most amazing tomatoes and peppers). Then dinner was roasted pork shoulder, some sort of barley side dish, asparagus, and blt salad (just like it sounds – lettuce with hunks of tomato, bacon, and some sort of homemade thousand-ish dressing). Then for desert, no churn super chocolate homemade icecream with homemade whipped cream on top. And to top it off, some more whiskey.

Then, the next day, Zliten was getting angry about his taco craving so we went to mexican and split a plate of fajitas. By the end of the day, I put my foot down and made a big batch of chicken tortilla soup so I could have a nice, lo cal dinner. As horrible as it all sounds, I did watch my portions pretty well and didn’t go nuts on anything. I didn’t mention the fruits and veggies I squeezed in. Of course I could have done better but I could have done way worse so no guilt here!

I also did not exercise at all. So for those of you counting last week, it was DDR and weights on Tuesday and Thursday, and recreational dance on Wednesday. I guess you can count a ridiculous amount of running around stores doing errands Saturday, but I don’t. Oddly enough, it felt good and natural and neither my mind nor body was screaming for me to get my ass up off the couch and do things. My weight was also the lowest it’s been in months on average. Therefore, it was totally deserved and good for me.

Here’s the stats-

Calories in for the week:

1271, 1275, 1278, 1451, 1392, 2208, 1494. Average = 1481 per day

Calories out for the week:

700, 300, 700 = 1700 Average = 242 per day

Average net calories for the week: 1239.

Weight: low = 152.4, high = 155.2

Hey, hey. I felt like I did NOTHING for the week. I knew it was good for me, but I felt like a lump on a log taking 3 WHOLE DAYS OFF IN A ROW. Getting used to eating so low on weekdays was a little stressful, but the fact that I was able to let loose over the weekend and still pull those numbers – I like it.

I HAVE to do a little more with my workouts this week. Just a little. Tonight is a private dance lesson, I am doing weights again on Tuesday and Thursday, and I am going to try to do 30 mins cardio on Tues/Wed/Thurs since I plan to just not even worry about it once I get on the plane. I’m packing workout clothes and I have shoes that I could hop on the elliptical with, but I really don’t think it’s going to happen. I had great fantasies of starting my wedding day with a nice early-morning run, but now that my hair has to be at least a day old, I think I’m going to refrain from sweating that day, thxuverymuch…

When I return, I think I’m going to keep on this (1200 during the weekdays when I can stand it, a little more on the weekends, lighter on the exercise) until I start half training again.

Wedding Stuff:

I think I can ease up on the bullet points. I’m now down to just a few items left on my to-do list. Here’s the updates:

Hair and makeup are settled. I was able to find a perfect lipstick (for 7 bucks), and after much ado… I decided I’m going to wear my hair completely down, with a big orange flower poking out the side. The method to my madness is that I’m going to wash it the day before, apply mousse for volume, dry it straight, and then use the flat iron and some de frizzy stuff to tame it. Then the morning of, I’m going to flat iron and de friz again, and then use big curling iron and make some waves, and spray it so it holds.

The reason I went with it that way – I kept trying these elaborate styles that looked great from some angles and not from others, or they were REALLY prone to looking good for a little while and then they’d be in danger of falling out. I didn’t want to spend the day worrying about what my hair was doing. I did a half up do which I was somewhat happy with and showed Zliten and he liked it well enough, and then I took it all down, stuck a flower in it, and left to go party. After hitting the bathroom, I realized I really liked what was there. I asked Zliten what he thought and he said he liked my hair best right then out of anything I showed him. And really, who do I want to look pretty for on my wedding day? My groom, of course. And I can’t say that I’m unhappy that it’s low maintenance – my makeup routine takes about 10-15 minutes, and now my hair the day of should take about 20 max. I’m still going to leave myself 2 hours, but it’s nice to know that it should take me less than an hour to go from 0 to bride.

The reception timeline and music are pretty much settled. I’m going to spend the rest of the week paring down the playlists as I have about 5 hours of dinner music and 5 hours of dancing music. Considering we’ve got a 4 hour reception in total, that’s too much. Might as well pick the stuff I really like so it has a better chance of being played. The master of ceremonies has been notified with the timeline and what to do. I think we’re pretty set here!

Centerpieces have been drama but it’s all better now. We went and looked at craft stores, and I found the PERFECT 7 dollar candle holder. Then, I talked to Zliten’s mom and she offered to pick them up and bring them since they are driving. THEN, she couldn’t find them at their local store and went around looking for other things but to no avail. I was bummed. Then, I went online yesterday and found out I could order them from the website for FIVE bucks each and rush shipping was only 10 bucks more. So for 70 bucks, the centerpieces are dealt with (I even ordered 2 extra in case something broke).

Lets see, what else… The guest book and the parents gifts are taken care of. I got some REALLY SEXY dancing shoes that cost 60 bucks, but I will SO wear again. They are silver and sparkly and strappy and hawt and COMFY (ok, so they’re not tennis shoes but I walk and dance my way around the house for 10 minutes and not want to rip them off). I was going to post pictures but you will just have to wait! I did my nails and am very happy with the color (sort of an orange-y coral color – not orange enough to scream halloween, but not pink enough to make me vomit). I did the great eyebrow pluck and since I forced myself to be patient and go slow, I’m VERY happy with the results, just gonna do one more retouch one morning when I see if there are any stray hairs I missed. Our private dance lesson is today and after that I think we’ll be prepped to dance!

The only thing left really is to pack. I’ve started a list but didn’t actually get to taking stuff and putting it in bags. That’s tonight, I believe. So much stuff, so little bag space. 🙂

It is all happening. Crazy! I’m much more excited than stressed/nervous now, so I’m liking that. See you lovelies tomorrow.

Day 5, 6 Days to Vegas

By Quix

On September 25, 2009

In Uncategorized

Wow, less than a week. Freeeeaky! The updates continue!

Maybe I don't wanna be THIS unfluffy...

Project: Unfluffy Bride

Well, yesterday the week finally got to me and I broke down and cracked open the bottle of grey goose on the counter as an appetizer, and didn’t end up getting to bed ’til well after 1am. Normally I’m not this irresponsible on a weeknight, and I had originally had a curfew of 11pm, but I just kept *notwanting*. So I didn’t.

The good news: I totally worked it in my calories for the day. I may not have been in the 1200’s, but I wasn’t over 1500. Besides being a little low on my fat for the day, I got at least the minimum of all the main nutritional stuffs I should. I also did both a weights session in the morning and a nice, easy DDR session at night.

The bad news: I drank about 400 calories of vodka and ate a very meager dinner (a veggie burger and a fat free hot dog and half a serving of baked cheetos) so I am STAAAARVING right now. Since I did it to myself though, my body can deal. Pho is on the menu in about 10 minutes though, which is both low cal and filling, so I’ll be ok, don’t cry for me, Argentina. It’s just been a rough, growly tummy morning.

The numbers: 152.4 (yay!), 1454 calories.

I have no idea whether I’m going to work some cardio in tonight, but that’s the goal. I don’t think the rest is doing me badly at all. Next week I might step it up *justalittle* because I will have some mandatory days off, but not much.

Hmmm, relaxing for who?

Wedding Stuff:

Since I’ve drilled down to a finite list, I’m going to stick with the bullet points.

Hairdo. No progress last night, but I washed, moussed, blow dried mostly straight, and defrizzied it this morning. I was laaaaazy last night but day 6 of unwashed tresses just wasn’t happening. It did straight not horribly, but it still is kinda frizzy. I’m going to give it a day to settle down and tomorrow it’s more heat abuse with straight iron and curling iron time. I also have to remember that my hair does straight MUCH better in bone dry Nevada than muggy central Texas when I make my decision.
Makeup. Just didn’t make it to the store. Gonna do that this weekend. I hope the color works!
Music. We’ve been working through what we want and don’t seem to be butting heads too much so that’s nice! Ideas for the processional/recessional in the ceremony: Jason Mraz – I’m Yours, Israel Kamakawiwo’ole – Somewhere Over the Rainbow, or maybe some instrumental steel drums/ukulele stuff. Through dinner we’re going to play stuff like said music above, plus Beach Boys, Elvis, Buena Vista Social Club, Jimmy Buffet, Doh Ho, Gotan Project, and the like. We still need to pick out all the “special” songs like our entrance and the bouquet toss and the like.
We’ve made a reception time line that I’m pretty happy with. There was some drama and uncertainty around the “announcement” part (where we make our entrance), but we decided that just we will be announced, and then introduce/thank the whole wedding party during toasting time. The timeline also gets most of the important stuff done by 4 so if some people need to hit the airport to get home that evening (since the reception was only supposed to be 2 hours), they will only be missing the garter/bouquet toss.
Centerpieces. The estimate came back at 50 per centerpiece, so 400 overall. Now it’s time to weigh how much I could save by doing them myself vs how much less stress it will be to have them done. Plus, do I think bouquets that match my bridal one will be better than something less traditional and non-flowery. I’m going to price things at the craft store this weekend and see if it’s even worth trying to do my own and decide by Monday.
Guest book. Still need to hit that this weekend.
Parents gifts. Got the frames (though one is scuffed so I’m going to exchange it), now just need to get an appropriate picture (now that my hair is no longer standing on end on it’s own).
Dancing shoes. On the list for this weekend.
Victoria’s secret – I’ve been told that it’s really not necessary, so I think I’m going to skip it.
Going to also skip the robe in favor of a button down shirt – it’s less to pack.
Dance-y time. There is another open practice on Saturday Sunday for free, and we have a private lesson on Monday.
Beauty time for Quix. Time to do the final eyebrow pluck and do a test run with the nailpolish I bought to make sure I don’t hate it.
Pre-pack everything this weekend we want to take to make sure it all fits in our bags and we don’t need to either borrow bigger bags from the ‘rents or share the wealth and ask some of our friends to tote a wedding favor or 2 up there for us.

So, here’s the to do list:

Today:

Work on reception song list.

This weekend:

Go to Target (makeup), craft stores (for centerpiece pricing, guest book, and to exchange the frame), and go shoe shopping (dance shoes for me and Zliten).
More makeup and hair trial runs. Realize that a simple, classic ‘do is probably going to be less stress and look better in the photos than something super complicated.
Take and frame the parents pictures and write out the notes that go along with them.
Pluck the eyebrows and do the nails.
Get as much dance practice in as possible.
Pre-pack at least once to get an idea of how many bags we need and if there is anything else we need to add to the target list.
Finalize reception song list.

Done by Monday:

Decision on the centerpieces
Know if we need to offload any items to friends/family

Next week: try not to freak out and deal with all the things that come up that are NOT on the list. I really really have to thank my parents for dealing with all the family questions/issues/whatevs on their side, as I don’t think I could handle it right now.

Yeah, can tell I’ve been documenting at work lately. I get super bullet pointy. I do also hope to get a bike adventure in sometime too, as it is too gorgeous of a weekend to waste EVERY hour plotting and scheming wedding stuff. What do you think on the centerpieces? Should I spring for them to be just *takencareof* or go with the “Screw that, I can do it on my own – cheaper and BETTER!” attitude I’ve had with most of the wedding. Any favorite/clever songs you can think of for the fun stuff like our entrance, cutting the cake, garter toss, or just your favorite beachy or wedding music in general? Take care, blogoverse and have a great weekend!

Fail pictures today, because it’s funny. And the day is FAILING to already be over. Yep, that’s it…

Day 4, 7 Days To Vegas

By Quix

On September 24, 2009

In Uncategorized

Holy freaking cow. One week. I get on the plane in ONE WEEK. I’m feeling good about how everything is coming along, but sheesh. That’s very very soon. Here’s a short update on everything.

Project: Unfluffy Bride

So yesterday I wrote I gained all the weight back that I was so happy to lose weighing in Tuesday. I thought about it and realized there were two things I did differently between the two days. First of all, I gave myself the day off working out on Monday. Second, I had food pretty late. Yesterday I decided to do both of those again (sorta). I ate dinner by 8 and only had a hershey kiss after. I also didn’t do any traditional workout, Zliten and I just went to practice our West Coast Swing for an hour.

So the verdict? I woke up today at 153.8 lbs. So no more working out ever again, because that’s the way I lose weight, right? Well, in my case, maybe. I thought back on this year, and the “rest periods” I’ve given myself from regular workouts have been approximately 3-4 days in February when I was sick and 2 long weekend vacations where I was walking 3-7 miles per day anyway (both Vegas and New Orleans). I think I’ve earned myself a little siesta week or 2. I think it may possibly been why we have fought so hard on this weight loss thing. I’m getting plenty of sleep, but maybe not enough rest.

While there is still that little voice in my head saying “if you stop pushing hard you’ll never be able to get it back” it’s only a whisper. I know I can train up to doing anything as hard as I need to. I worked up to a half marathon and was scared I could never run fast again (my 5ks were barely under 30 mins pushing as hard as I can). Now I’m at 26-ish 5ks, and worried that I’ll never be able to run more than 6 miles again, heh. My little goldfish brain always fails to remember that it takes a while to train my body certain ways, and that I can beat any goal for which I properly train and give myself adequate time.

Anyhoo, I did weights this morning and am probably going to do some moderate cardio this evening, either some DDR or go for an easy run if I’m so inclined after work. But I may not. It feels good to give myself that freedom this week.

Wedding Stuff:

I said yesterday that working with this wedding coordinator is like working with a plank with a nail in it. She has been the most frustrating, obtuse, and perhaps un-people-friendly person to deal with. She sent emails to Zliten and then started berating me over my email about not answering her questions. I was polite through the whole thing although I had NO IDEA what she was talking about, and then once we figured it out we explained to her that she had been sending emails to just him and I don’t see those, and asked if she would cc both of us on all further emails.

The next email, again, just went to me. No apologies, no small talk, didn’t even acknowledge she had screwed up. Sigh. Like the little button I have from some of the events – this is so going in my yelp review. Right now though, we’re pretty much done dealing with her unless we have last minute guest additions, and I am still deciding on the table linen colors (depending on the centerpieces). Seriously, I hope this is the only time in my life where I spent more than 2 minutes worrying about table linens.

So I think the to-do and deal with list (oh, my lovely, lovely lists) is down to a finite and tangible amount of stuff:

Hairdo. My problem with this is I’m now on day 5 of no washing. This product gives my hair amazing longevity and I’ve been VERY LAZY about washing it. I’ve also not been drenched in sweat so much. Tonight is washy time and I’m going to try it dried straight to see if I like that better. However, I’ve been INCREDIBLY pleased with the curly stuff. I want to know EXACTLY what I’m going to do with it by Monday and practice it every day next week.
Makeup. I’m pretty set on what I want to do, I just have been using this lipstick with a beautiful color – but comes off if you even look at it funny. I think I’ve found something suitable in my normal cover girl stay-forever lipstick stuff, just need to pick it up this weekend.
Music. We still need to put the music we want for the processional and recessional on a CD (as we don’t really want the traditional stuff, I want island-y stuff). We need to have some similar stuff for the reception during dinner and before dancing. Then, we need to make a fun dancy playlist. This is going to take a bunch of time this weekend.
Reception timeline and coordinating that with our Master of Ceremonies. Since our reception was extended last week (without even asking – we had reserved 2 hours and they gave us 4), we’re going to do most of the “fun stuff” at the beginning and then spend the last 1.5 hours just dancing/drinking etc.
Centerpieces. I’m going to plan on just getting my own (and am prepared with some ideas), but if the flower arrangements come back as a cheap/easy thing to do, then we’ll go with that.
Guest book. Just have to pick this up this weekend.
Parents gifts. Think we have it figured out. We’re going to buy nice frames, take a goofy picture of us with an “We love you” sign, and write a note that these will be replaced with our favorite wedding photo after the fact.
Dancing shoes. I got great shoes, however, they’re not great for dancing. I found a pair in my collection that I don’t HATE, however, I’d like something more appropriate. Gonna go shopping for that this weekend.
Victoria’s secret? Maybe? This weekend if I can fit it in.
Sort of want a robe to get ready in before I put on the dress, but probably can just be ok with a button down shirt.
Dance-y time. There is another open practice on Saturday for free, and we have a private lesson on Monday.
Beauty time for Quix. Time to do the final eyebrow pluck and do a test run with the nailpolish I bought to make sure I don’t hate it.
Pre-pack everything this weekend we want to take to make sure it all fits in our bags and we don’t need to either borrow bigger bags from the ‘rents or share the wealth and ask some of our friends to tote a wedding favor or 2 up there for us.

And…I think that’s it. Sounds like a lot, but it’s a list. And if it’s on a list, I can check it off. And I feel good about that. Pics today from icanhascheezburger.com, because when are LOL cats not appropriate. Until tomorrow! 🙂

Day 3, 8 Days to Vegas

By Quix

On September 23, 2009

In Uncategorized

Quick update because I don’t have that much to share, but blogging daily is helping me relieve a little stress this week…soooo….

Project: Unfluffy Bride

Yesterday I was so excited about my 3 lb loss. I felt all spiffy and like I had found the answer. It motivated me yesterday to stay on track and keep my calories low and I actually wasn’t even grumpy about it. I don’t know if it was mind games or the fact that I ate really healthy yesterday so I had plenty of low calorie food like spinach and salad and soup and gardenburgers and all such things – but I wasn’t even miserable about it.

I got up this morning and stepped on the scale, happy and ready to face the day. It spit back at me 155.2. Yep, that’s all but 0.2 lbs gained back. Yesterday was a freaky fluke. Hello, motivation killer.

But I’m going to keep on it. I am weirdly enjoying this lazy period of very little exercise, my body is probably in need of a break. Today I was going to run, but I decided a dance class tonight sounded more up my alley. I figure that it’s only 8 days (and the weekend will probably be a little higher anyway), so I might as well see what happens. I know I’ll want to return to hard training soon, and I cannot train well without increasing my calories, so this is very temporary.

Some positives though – I also decided to give up coffee (my one cup of decaf) and instantly my stomach hasn’t been feeling as bloated. Tea isn’t as good in the morning, but I know that’s a conditioned response of having coffee each morning. And I need to splurge on better tea (I got the cheapest generic stuff and it tastes like cinnamon sticks and water). All around eating less has made me choose what goes in my mouth very carefully, and I think I’m eating healthier in general. I feel slimmer, which is really the point, right? I’m not sure if it’s psychological or what, but the pooch is smaller than normal this week.

Wedding Stuff:

I have secured a ride to the craft store to deal with centerpieces the day before. She seems excited about it, so that’s good. I am still going to check on the flowers because they will be easier, but I have a feeling it’s going to be much more cost efficient to do something ourselves.

The next thing on the radar is parents gifts. We’ve already taken care of the rest of the wedding party – but this is just hard. My parents don’t go for kitchy things at all, like the sappy poem plaques and the hankies, and crap. My parents and Zliten’s parents are just about opposite in every way, and we’d like to do the same thing for them so neither feels slighted. Gift cards feel so impersonal. I’d love to say we’re all going on a cruise next year, but that’s a LOT of money and I don’t what the time off situation will be like for everyone. For my parents, they usually give a hint of what they want for Christmas, and for all other holidays we usually get them a card and take them to dinner. I see a lot of traditional gifts are a frame with a wedding photo – well, that’s nice and all, but we won’t have the photos for a while…. any ideas?

Besides that, we just have the reception timeline and playlist (going to work on that this weekend), tinkering with my hair some more, buying lipstick (but thanks to a magazine ad in fitness I think I’ve found both the brand and the color I need), and purchase some dancing shoes for the reception – sandals might be comfy and all, but they’re hard to dance in… didn’t think I’d need TWO pairs of shoes for my wedding, heh. The other thing I need to do this weekend is pre-pack everything to make sure it all fits in the suitcases we’re taking.

Too much to do, not enough time to do it. That is the motto of the day…

Day 2, or 9 Days Until Vegas…

By Quix

On September 22, 2009

In Uncategorized

I am officially going to forgo even the NOTION that I’m going to put together well thought out, informative posts until such time as I return from Vegas and am a happily married lady. So, for the next two weeks, welcome to my stream of consciousness. Here’s zee updates.

Project: Unfluffy Bride

Well, well, well. I guess the voice in the back of my head was right. See, I was trying “you can lose weight AND be as active as you are and eat like a normal human, really, you can do it!”…but I really suspected that it was more like “to lose the last 20 lbs, you’re going to have to go through some serious pain”. Both in terms of working out less than I want to, and eating less than I want to. I’m 2 days in and feel weak. I don’t feel like I could go out and run for an hour today. I did 30 mins of DDR and about 30 mins of weights, and I’m BEAT. And this is after 2 full days (one unplanned) off. Tomorrow I’m HOPING to go for a relaxed 5k jog but I’m not even sure I’ll be up for it.

The upside: I’m down 3 lbs. From yesterday. Pre-workout I weighed 153.0 and post workout I weighed 152.4. Yesterday I was at 155.4. Last week, my LOW weight was 156.4. I don’t expect to continue to see results like this (nor do I want to – it’s just not healthy), but it is giving me the sign that this is the right thing to do. If I can continue to lose a few ounces each day, I might even make my previous goal of being under 150 by the time I leave for Vegas. If I find success with this method and want to continue after the wedding, I don’t think I can do it all the time. I’m thinking maybe 1 week on, 1 week off or something.

So Monday Stats:

Numbers: 1271 calories in, 0 calories workout.

Mood: sorta dismal. It didn’t help that I really front loaded my day with the calories (150 cal breakfast, 600+ calorie lunch since I went out to tex mex, and 50 calories fruit snack), but then I had to hit the grocery store hungry right after work, and it was PACKED. By the end of the trip I was *overit*. I had planned to do a short workout that evening but I was even more *overit*, so instead we had dinner. Dinner was actually delicious and filling (a filet and a half of mahi mahi in lemon pepper, rice, and stir fry veggies), but then later we flipped on food network and it was Diners, Drive Ins, and Dives. Yeah, that’s helpful after day 1 of calorie restriction.

However, I have to say – seeing 152 point something on the scale made it worth it. This may be the first time since my race I’ve been that low. I was fearing that after the day I had it was going to be up to like 157 or something and I was going to be posting a very different thing today. Today should be easier since I don’t have to navigate a restaurant menu and have big, filling, healthy meals planned, plus I’ve already got my workout done so I don’t have to worry about anything this evening.

Wedding Stuff:

It’s really hard to do this all remotely. For example, they’re asking me about the table linen colors, and it’s hard to tell what they mean by purple – and saying deep purple isn’t really clearing it up (is deep purple plum or violet or what). I’m going to walk into everything never having seen the cake, the flowers, etc – and that’s making me a little nervous. What I do have to keep remind myself is… no one is going to remember if the table linens don’t exactly match the cake which doesn’t exactly match my colors and bouquet.

I’m still finding out how much centerpieces are going to be if they just take care of them, but I’m going to venture that it will be cheaper to do them myself. The plan right now (unless the flowers end up being supah cheap) is to get to a craft store in Vegas the day before and pick up something, whether it be the tea lights/mirrors/flower petals idea or oversized glasses with something in them (I’d love to put real fish in them – how cool would that be – but since no one is really local, I don’t know what we’d do with them after).

Other things on the list include reception timeline (what happens when so our master of ceremonies can keep stuff moving along), reception play list, some of the wedding party gifts, a few hair and makeup details for me, and I think that’s about it. Oh yeah. And deciding whether to do purple and white linens or just white. Hate that I don’t see anything until the day of. Wish they could send over pictures – it’s kinda what I expected. I’m a visual person, SHOW ME the color, don’t describe it. Le sigh.

Anyone else have something cool to report? My favorite thing right now is that it’s 12:30 and just about time to eat. Hooray!

Images today by toothpastefordinner.com because…well, I wanna.

Adjusted Reality

“Reality can be beaten with enough imagination.” – Mark Twain

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